Ok for the past year meaning last Jan. things have been up and things go smack down to the lowest of lows, and it's been like that for the past year. So I don't know if everyone is up to date with everything that has been going on. To start off Last year in a nut shell- Got into a wreck almost total my car, next week thought I was going to loose my job. Found out we were going to have a little boy, next day my father in law passed away. Gave birth to the most wonderful human being ever, 2 weeks later my Grandmother passed away. Matt got into a wreck almost total his car. This year hasn't started off to well either. So to the point Matt got laid off from his job. So it has been a very roller coaster ride year. I had to go back to work full time so we could have insurance and not to mention money. It's killing me that I now have 17 hours less with my baby, I just feel like I'm missing out so much. But we just keep on saying it will get better and this past year has been a test of our faith. So please pray for us that things will get back to normal.